Monday 25 March 2013

There Is A Time When I Want It Badly.

Bismillah.

Wanseponataim, someone close to me had ever said :

You can do it ! Strive for the best in your final ! Keep on praying and ask Allah to give you a big success. I don't want you to experience dissapointment and regrets after graduation. Foundations study is once in your life. Good luck dear.

And I was saying okkayyyy :'(

Allah je lah yang tahu how much I really want to achieve my dreams. But at the same time, I don't even know whether the things that I want are the best for me. Sometimes I feel like ''Ohh, this is too difficult. 
I just can't ! T.T''



We need to move on. When you remind yourself that there is Allah who always beside you, knowing all the things about you, and has the best plan for you, everything seems not impossible to achieve :)

We are having our very last final exams for this foundations studies. Sorry if there are mistakes that I have done. Full of regretment with that. Lets ask for forgiveness and forgiving others :) Pray that Allah will shower His blessings upon us and gives a big success to us in dunya' and akhirah. Amin.

Take care of your iman and health. Strive for the best ! Makes du'a that never less, and to Allah we put the rest. Tatatata ~




Friday 8 March 2013

The Inner Struggle, Need A Strong Strength.

Bismillah.

Lately, I'd be tested with a lot of obstacles and sort kind of problems. Well, everyone does. Everyone is figthing their own battles. But it become more difficult when we want to keep it within ourselves, and at the same time pray hard that Allah will eases all of our tasks. People doesn't know what is happening, they keep on finding our blames and end up judging without a question. There is the time when we need to keep holding on the words that 


''Allah will never test us with something that we can't bear, deal or handle with''.


Then we struggle within self and grow the strength to overcome those things. '


''FORTITUDE'' and ''STRENGTH''

I need them much. O' Allah, I'm not clear about the good side of the things happened, but please help me to keep strong and determined. Sometimes rasa nak nangis but its just that I can't. Sometimes rasa macam pasrah, redha dan dah tak kisah pun apa nak jadi but when think back, heyy we are a kaliph of Him. He will always be with us all the time. We can't simply say ''I am giving up !''  *tarik nafas dalam-dalam T.T*





Readers, kindly pray for me and all. May Allah bless you *senyum*


Sunday 3 March 2013

Big Bad Wolf - The Mines

Bismillah.

After a long time, tiba-tiba terbuka hati nak pergi pesta buku, Big Bad Wolf at The Mines on last friday. 
A very sudden planning, we rented a car and went there with total 6 of us ! And Shaz become the driver. Hewhew, congrats shaz for successfully drove a manual car after a long time. 

cool driver :p

Masha Allah, sangatlah banyak dugaan sepanjang hari keluar ni. Hanya kami saja yang tahu dugaan yang Allah beri ni. I feel that all of us like a real life survivor, need to be really strong and keep calm no matter what happen to overcome the obstacles came one after one. Well, Allah would never test us with something that we can't handle with. Have a faith towards Him. Insya Allah, no matter how difficult it is, we will always with His guidence and blessings :)

And you know what, I really love booksssss ! Enough cuci mata dengan buku. Sebab semua buku kat bbw tu buku omputeh. And I'm not really into english books. Daripada beli banyak-banyak tak baca, better beli yang kita akan baca. Hah. Buku genre ''horror'' and ''humors'' je jadi pilihan.

most of the books are from UK or US. Very cheap. *rasa nak shopping buku lagi*

Lepas cuci mata tengok buku (konon), mestilah anak-anak cacing dalam perut sekalian sedang meraung kebuluran -.-'' The Mines ada macam-macam fast food, tapi dah nama pon melayu, mesti nak nasi jugak. We were not eating like a dato' :p Gambaq makanan pun tak sempat nak ambik, sebab bukan tahap kelaparan tapi kebuluq. Heh


kami ulat buku, kami takkan terpisah. Hiksss..

drama je semua ni

Dengan dugaan yang macam-macam, Allah tunjukkan kawan susah senang atau kawan senang je. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Bukan senang nak cari kawan yang betul-betul sahabat *ayat pening* Pray that Allah will always help us. And may He eases all of our tasks. Stay strong dear friends :')

Lepas asasi nak convoi ramai-ramai dengan siblings SMA, roomates, housemates and classmates pergi SCM. Macam jauh je kan. Haha. Dah nak final, kena melekat kat palam. Nak keluar pon fikir 10 kali dengan kerja kuasa dua yang ada. Moga kejayaan milik kita. Amin..