Aku, Aneh Dan Pelik ?

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum. Mentang-mentang program dah habis, macam setiap hari pulak nak update belog. Hurmmmm.. Sebenarnya dah lebih 3 orang kawan aku kat palam cakap aku ni pelik. Takpon aneh. Acano tu ? -.-'' Dan sampai hari ni jugak la aku tak tau tang mana yang aku pelik tu. Habaq mai sikit kat cheq. Normal la bagi aku kalau kadang-kadang kita hepi, sometimes gila-gila sengal sikit, serius, sedih ssetitis dua or senyap tak banyak cakap. Life is not all about joyness and happiness kan. But I always like to crazy around especially dengan groupmates or siblings SMA sebab nak watlek watlek taknak stress. Kadang-kadang dengan housemates. Kalau dengan adik-adik aku lagilah. Errrr gila-gila je, BUKAN gila. Hah

Instead of using the word ''weird'', I prefer to be described as unique. Expect the unexpected from me. Hewhew. Okay, penyakit gedik datang. Tu je nak cakap. Kalau aku ada pelik sangat ke, cakaplah. Janganlah senyap je. Kena cepuk nanti. Kesian aku, curious. Haha :p Kbyeeeee

That Wonderful And Beautiful Night.

Bismillah.

23rd February 2013, a night in memories where a Grand Dinner for foundations students, ''Malam Tautan Kasih'' was succesfully held. Our last big event. Alhamdulillah, that night was so wonderful and awesome ! I'm so proud of my SMA siblings. Despite of the tiredness, we all work really hard till the end. Alhamdulillah, Allah eases our tasks. O' Allah, thank you for giving us such determination and resoluteness, the fortitude and strong ukhuwah between us.

Pictures show a thousands stories.....

SACC to go hewhew *credit tu zu

Thanks for accompanying me settle the buses and crowds. with nazirah too :D

 omey omey hehe

 Our supportive mantan, kak D, kak Wawa, abg Faiz and abg Zaim :D

 They are soOo lovely, beautiful and charming :')

 My supportive and gorgeous classmates, C10 :)

Among the pictures taken, some can't be upload yet. A big thanks for the supports given. They are highly appreciated. Agak terkilan sikit sebab tak dapat bergambar dengan dear housemates and roomate. Lepas ni pi mana-mana, kita tangkap gambaq banyak-banyak na. One month to go before final. Hope and pray for the best. Bless us all Allah :')

Self Privacy.

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum. My last entry has been updated because I was in rush by the time I wrote that entry. It just a simple sharing and thoughts though. We are encourage to remind each other and give advices when it comes about improving ourselves to a better. Rasulullah s.a.w. had said that ''sampaikanlah dariku walau satu ayat''. So no offence there as I would never like to be sarcastic. Always husnuzon with other muslims, may Allah give us the peace and His blessings :)

Respect my privacy. That is all I need.

Friends will be much apart. They will respect each other's privacy than their communion. It's not like I'm being introvert or having a close-minded to socialise with others. No. Its not. Its about giving some ''space'' when I'm doing certain things that no one should know or the things that I feel uncomfortable to share with. Sometimes we need not to know about things that we really shouldn't know. Of course some parts of our life are not public and respect that privacy are enough and highly appreciated. *self remind. May Allah bless :)

Lower The Gaze.

Bismillah.

Dah lama aku tinggalkan arena ber-blog nih. Gara-gara internet palam yang selalu iri hati time aku nak online. Asyik keluar ''access denied'' and what can i do is just close the tab, tutup laptop. Rasa macam nak buat mogok pon ada sebab blog aku pon kena block T.T Fuhhh fuhhh memandangkan IT palam ni dah insaf dari hasad dengki, aku pon boleh menulis entry dengan penuh ketenangan hati. Terima kasih UiTM, kau di hatiku. *tetiba*

Haaa tadi tu mukadimah baru, ni sebenarnya apa yang aku nak tulis. ''Lowering our gaze''. Selalunya kita dengar kaum adam kena tundukkan pandangan, pelihara mata, nak jaga iman. Tapi tuntutan merendahkan pandangan bukan untuk mereka je, kaum hawa pun sama. Menundukkan pandangan itu perlu kerana 'pandangan' ialah kunci kepada hati. 

''And enjoin believing women to cast down their looks and guard their private parts and not reveal their adornment except that which is revealed of itself.....'' (24:31) 

Kita tak boleh suka hati nak tengok usha lama-lama mamat hensem macam Aoran Aziz, Mat luthfi takpun Justin bieber (errrr). Kita kena jaga pandangan. Tak boleh melihat sesuatu yang haram. Bukan tu je. Kita kena jaga apa yang kita pakai. Nanti kesian kat kaum adam dapat dosa tengok aurat yang bukan mahram. Menutup aurat ialah suatu kewajipan untuk umat Islam. And we as women, need to care of our aurah by wearing proper attire as muslimah. A big change is hard sometimes, but as long as we try to change ourselves to a better, that would be good. To change and make changes are easy, but to istiqamah in doing things are not. It's okay, as long as we try too.

Kita kena TUTUP aurat bukan BUNGKUS. Tak bolee jarang, tak boleh ketat. Fesyen muslimah memang macam-macam, nak nampak stail, ayu ayu, rock sikit, takpun kewwwl. Tak kisah pon mana-mana asalkan tak bertentangan dengan syariat. Kalau susah sangat pakai kotak (jangan tiru aksi ini di rumah). Memang aku pun masih banyak yang perlu diperbaiki. We should improve ourselves everyday, isn't it ? Moga hari ini lebih baik dari semalam dan moga hari esok lebih baik dari hari ini. Insya Allah.

Mencari Redha-Nya.

Bismillah.

Hak seorang kawan, 

Jika engkau tidak mampu memberi bantuan kepadanya, janganlah pula engkau memberi kesusahan kepadanya. Jika engkau tidak mampu menggembirakannya, janganlah pula engkau mendukacitakannya. Jika engkau tidak mampu memujinya, janganlah pula engkau mengejinya."

Ayat dalam previous entry aku ni selalu bermain dalam fikiran especially bila bersama kawan. Dah dekat palam ni memang kita akan jumpa kawan tiap hari, dimulakan dengan roomate sendiri. Family jauh jadi dengan kawan dan sahabatlah hidup kita diwarnai. Tak ke sunyi kalau hidup sorang-sorang ? Bila dengan kawan dan sahabat, walau sebaik mana hubungan kita, batas pergaulan dan kata-kata tetap perlu dijaga. Kadang-kadang bila dah terlalu rapat, kita lupa untuk menjaga hati sahabat kita tu. When it comes about take care someone heart, its never easy.

Aku takut, mulut dan lidah tak bertulangku mengecilkan hati sesiapa, perbuatanku menyakitkan hati, teguranku tidak menyenangkan. Like seriously, even our tounge do not have bones, but they can break someone heart. And even though our tounge do not as sweet as sugar but their nice words can make someone happy and soften hard heart. *agak broken english di situ -.-* 

Dosa dengan Allah, kita bertaubat, mohon ampun dari-Nya. Dosa dengan manusia ? Minta maaf secara ikhlas depan-depan dan memulangkan hak sekiranya ada. Kadang-kadang perkataan ''maaf'' sangat menyakitkan. Tetapi itulah hakikat hidup. Sedangkan Nabi ampunkan umat, apetah lagi kita umatnya yang selalu khilaf. Ikhlaskan hati memohon maaf, ikhlaskan juga hati memberi maaf. InsyaAllah ketenangan hati milik kita, Allah berikan pada mereka yang mencari redha-Nya :)

Kadang-kadang kita minta maaf bukan kerana kita lemah, tetapi kerana kita kuat dan berani untuk mengaku kesilapan diri di hadapan orang lain. Allah, please conserve our iman and aurah, bless the ukhuwah between us and eases our tasks. Amin..

p/s : rindu ibu ayah and adik adik. 1 week more :DD